Snippets from the life of a 20 something girl living the big city corporate life...

Thursday, May 19, 2005

JOKE JOKE JOKE JOKE JOKE JOKE JOKE

Soldier to captain: Sir we are covered from all sides by the enemy!!!
Captain: GOOOD!!
Soldier: ???!!!???
Captain: We can shoot in any direction we want.


A frnd sent this sms and said Cheer up and Be Positive.
Kinda liked it and made sense to me.
So with my torch and my weapons i tread further into the jungle to see how to cut through MAXMESS and still achieve it :-D

Monday, May 16, 2005

BORED!!!!

Crib Crib Crib about having no time to do things you want.
And then u take like these TWO WHOLE DAYS OFF...and realise its so damn boring without work...

Me bored...and not even one of the 2 days is over yet.

Kya karein Kya Na Karein yeh Kaise mushkil Hai?!!
Went for the first of my exercising and Aerobics classes today - fainted out in 20 minutes!!! was a shock!!
I knew i was outta touch (and Shape) but not so much as to FAINT! Rude shock reality.
Thinking to join or to first begin with light excercises

Sunday, May 15, 2005

Truth Bites!

Friday, April 22, 2005

lavasolidifies to rock incandescence fades away passions,, slowly die desires...brutally killed vermillion turns grey.
http://moimystique1.blogspot.com

Ha Ha Ha... So true...Thats been beautifully written.

I see it happening around me. See the way people react to it. It then becomes not about love, or passion or care, it then becomes all about "I Want IT No Matter WHAT or HOW"
God Bless my friend ... Her heart shall be broken, and Reality shall scream in her face...
Watch out R.
I told her so, I still am warning her, but she's deaf to it right now, I hope she doesnt have to regret...

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

*** Prayer ***

Tera tujko saup de , Kya laagat hai moor
Mera mujh mei kuch naa hee, Jo hoo vat so tor
Tere bin mera man , Jaise Ban mei hiran
Jaise pagli pawan...

Dear God
Accept back whats yours , What is it thats mine
May nothing that i own be a part of me
May whatever there is , be a part of you
Without you my mind is like, the deer running in the jungle
like the wind that blows aimlessly

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Expecting the Unexpected!

Expectations!!! They creep in behind your back into your mind and you never even know.Then you find yourself screaming at someone - midway wondering why on earth you doing so.

Expectations!!! finding myself surrounded with them in different disguises. Everyone expects me to do or not do something. Being judged all the time. Dont like it. I hate having to proove myself again n again...i dont wanna proove anything. Am fine the way i am. Will change as and when i can...and i am trying.

Expectations!!! in trying to fullfill them i am going way away from what I really am. Everyone wants to suggest or say something - if u listen to them and the decision is wrong its your fault, if u do your own thing its still wrong.

Best, in such times when the person you most want to speak to remains silent...
Yes, m totally pissed with everything. Sick of TRYING to make people happy. No ones ever happy. Happiness itself is an illusion.
I'm going away into a shell for a while. Shut out everything and everyone probably. I know would want some people to come to me in that corner too...yet I wanna go away. Would myself EXPECT some people to be there and just make things right for me...but then i shouldnt i myself be making them right?

I cant please anyone any more. I am BAD, I am PATHETIC, maybe even a LOSER but atleast I could be plain old myself.

I AM LOST! wish i could dissapear too....

Friday, May 06, 2005

~Feeling Light~

Nah! Havent lost weight, but ofcourse a few grams of hair :-D
A good hair cut makes you feel so so good! Makes ur head feel light and bouncy.

Found this real cool place where a haircut is like a whole regime you go through - ofcourse pleasant. A head massage, followed by a head wash - cold and hot, followed by a massage again and some steam if u want - then come the grand 15 minutes swift cut - and the touch of the drying and setting! All for just 200 bucks! Not a bad deal at all.

But what i like the most about these treats is the people i meet there. The owner called Harry is such a sweet guy, and so humble and down to earth, the crew all well trained and well mannered. I love the place makes a total experience.

Me feeling exactly opposite of the last post.
Will meet up an old pal from college tomorrow...hoping day goes well...

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Unleash yourselves

Was coming on the bike today...it began raining. Feeling was quite intense. The speeding bike, the rain striking your face (even though u sitting behind someone). Very strong rebellion feeling. Felt like breaking away from everything around me the shell or whatever.
I am the King (Or Princess) of my own world, its my life and should live it the way i want to kinds...
Wonder how true that is.
Pros: U cant ever make everyone happy, so atleast enjoy yourself and have no regrets, Unleash yourself!

Cons: Aone liye jiya to kya jeena, Jeeo aise ki khud ke saath saath doosro ko bhee jeena sikha do

Dont know, At this moment in life, just want to break loose, from all ties, and release all the energy i use to pull me back and away from things, let it unleash and see what it does, unleash it and train it - to be my pet.
Unleash my own self, and see what i really am like - if left completly free.

Its like that wild black horse, let it run run run all around the place so that you know his power and then u tame it to win the races noone could...

its like running in two directions ... feel like simply going and burying myself in someone;s arms and then think no...thats no solution i want to go thru this fight it out all. Who am i? What am i all about? Questions Questions Questions...zeal no strong enough to dig deep enough for the answers....