Mysterious Mind

Heared about the Mumbai Rains today.
First thing was to count the names of the people i know there.
Second thing SURPRISE! Wasnt like worried sick to the bone.
Usually get pretty frantic and shoot off calls and messages, this time around simply prayed!
Frankly, i somewhat imagined the person i called was stuck somewhere...then what? I would simply waste his mobile charge, and talktime and probably disturb him somewhere. Cant do anything to help form here naa...

Then the thoughts wandered to analyse the general human behaviour. Why do we want to make sure the people we know are safe? Is it coz we want to help them or help ourselves?
Is it to reassure ourselves and rest our frantic veins and thoughts in the head? or to ensure we help them in whatever way we can.

Well, all was quite amusing to me, specially when even after realising it woudnlt make a difference i still had to oblige my impulsive "WANT" to sms and call :-D
The icing on the cake when people didnt reply :-D another logical argument popped up - Networks mayb blocked! Geez... The games mind plays.

Yet subconsciously kept searching for clues and hints :-D
1. watching every telecast of news, to find ne familiar faces in the crowds being shown
2. checking offlines messages on yaoo
3. reading and re reading the blogs...
hahahaha

Its funny the way the Mind, the Heart and the Head contradict...if bought into synergy the trio can leap and fly across, above and beyond all boundaries. Wonder how to achieve that!